And you keep changing your mind. Why? :(
My guess is life is all about balance.
Balancing confidence with ego; passion with hype; knowledge with bullshit.
— Drew Baylor - Elizabethtown
I find myself loving the thought or feeling of being smitten with someone. However this seems to be the only state of a relationship I truly enjoy. After this point, I get only annoyed and bored of whomever I’m with. And I always end up breaking their hearts when I never intended to do so.
Of course I want to find someone that I will be happy and content with forever. But I fear that I will always have this curse of never feeling fully happy with anyone.
That is why I feel that no one should get too close to me, because I fall in and out of love too often!
Besides, I feel like I’m not ready for a relationship. It’s true, I don’t do relationships. Well at least not for now.
But really, if there’s someone out there who’s willing to tolerate my fickle-mindedness, I will welcome him into my life with arms wide open. But seriously, my knight in shining armor will have to be very patient.
I’ve been ignoring this space. What can I say, I am a lazy person. And I figured, since I don’t publicize my tumblr., I might as well post whatever I want to post, as and when I like it.
Besides, I haven’t had anything interesting happening in my life, yet. Yes, yet is the keyword my friends. I will update this space if there’s anything (and if I feel like it).
I’ll try my best to post something up. You know I love to do randoms.
So anyhow, do go to http://www.formspring.me/wannurfaezah if you have questions for me. I swear I’ll answer them. Just don’t ask anything too personal or offensive okay.
Till then, ciao!
Answer: A combination of Androgynous and Femme
1. Cigarette: three days ago
2. Beverage: pepsi
3. Kiss: many days ago?
4. Hug: also many days ago?
5. Movie seen: dear john, I think
6. CD played: can’t remember
7. Song listened to: be with you - Akon
8 have you evers
1. Dated one of your best friends: ahah.. yeap
2. Skinny dipped: nope.
3. Kissed somebody and regretted it: yeap
4. Fallen in love: yeap
5. Lost someone you loved: yeap
7. Been drunk and threw up: not yet
8. Kissed in a vehicle: yeap
7 states you’ve been to
3. belakang padang? (somewhere in Indonesia)
4. kuala lumpur
5. ho chi minh
6 things you’ve done today
3. watch tv
5. read breaking dawn (again!)
6. surfing the net
5 favourite things in no order
4. my blackberry
4 people you last talked to
1. lose weight!
2. speedy recovery
3. clear all the other problems
2 things you want to be when you grow up
1. successful career woman
2. happily married, kids included (:
1 thing you regret
1. doing whatever I’m doing now